I understand it all now, Fell in for her, I done picked myself up from that fall now I done tried to reason, even commuted treason to my friends, I promise never again will I subject myself to pain, witnessed the sunshine just to see rain, and you know they say it pours, with emotions you never know what's in store, steady fighting and fussing but what are we fighting for, you say I can't keep a promise, I
promise I could try, I swear I'm telling the truth you say all you hear is lies, and then our egos collide, I'm caught up in pride, you caught up in all your negative visions of every guy, and we can't get over differences, fighting over simple shit, where did it all go wrong, You said a summers too long, I'm reaching out for your hand, I'm standing with empty palms, but hell have no fury like a woman scorned, everyone gave me the warnings, I couldn't see the signs, this my moment of clarity of everything I never seen, Now at night when the shows thru, I wish I had someone to come home to, but I'm by myself, in my misery submerged, gotta keel my mind busy, On Carson only to work, gotta get my mind right, gram said you'll find a woman when the times right,

What would I do without my best friend, you listen to me keep me you keep me outta depression, you calm me down when I'm stressing and stop me from second guessing me, Always love how you try to see the best in me, you tell me I'm your rock, you say I give you strengh, you always tell me ill make it you, and you can't wait for the day, I just wanna say I'm grateful, without you make it, I'm thankful for conversations, laugh cuz they swear we dating, But were just that close, maybe cuz we feel the same, we're too different hearts but we feel the same pain, I hope you get what I'm sayin, I hope you get what I'm sayin, but this is what through go through, these are the thoughts I come home to, and I'm thinkin to my self, know I'm in search of somethin, hard to Chase success if I'm by myself running, But ill keep making hits, to keep the critics wondering is out of his rocker? Is this nigga insane, Or can you not understand just how intricate my brain,p has become now better feeling than somebody that knows you, but I just want someone to come home to, Fuck I need to be medicated, I relapsed in devastation...